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Wednesday, February 4, 2009

When a Rocker meets a Thespian [old post]

~ January 2, 2009 blog ~

I wonder how a rocker, with their hard facade and image happens to know how a thespian feels and kind of need at the moment...It was a surprise knowing that not all rockers are that difficult to deal with. In fact, it was surprising enough to know that a rocker could still have the courage to be a self-proclaimed hopeless-romantic type of guy and that he easily falls in love.

Hmm...really sounds confusing, but one thing i cant help but notice was the ounce of sensitivity he has and how a good conversation could come up unnoticed. Also, how that particular guy could manage to be so deep in his own words and thinking, that a great start i know wont come to an abrupt end. Ü

When a Rocker meets a Thespian, you wouldn't have a problem dealing with "dead airs".

But i would still keep my fingers cross...a Thespian's mind could be bothered after a few days if a rocker wont keep up to what he started.....

Or so I thought... :(

~ a response to my previous blog August 28,2008 ~


The longer i thought my wait is over, the faster our relationship ended...
Three months in a row of not seeing each other is such a very obvious sign of a bad relationship, right?
Good if it's a long distance love affair...but heck its not...

I still cant see the point why the word "Busy" could be such a great tool in destroying a just-started relationship. I still cant see the point why he couldn't find time for me. Dati naman nagagawa niya.

Its just so crazy because it has been what...more than a month now but i still cant get over what he did...Three months of not seeing each other, then all of a sudden, i found my name off his friend's list. He took me off.

Dapat nga natauhan nako sa ginawa niyang un eh...that was a clear sign that he no longer loves me and care for me. But here i am, still hoping he'll have the guts to call or text or leave me an offline message just to let me know what happened to us...and why he did that.

Mistakes have been made. I wont deny na may mali din akong ginawa. But damn! When will he realize the reason why i demanded time for him was because girlfriend niya ako? When will he realize that the reason why I wanted to see him was because i love him and i want to take care of him kahit sandali lang?

I dunno why im still holding on...until now...damn it... :( i hate feeling like this...

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